It happened again.
Every time I start going forward in faith, something seems to knock me flat.
This time has been different though, it is turning into a time of incredible refreshment, release and growth.
Those divine paradoxes at work again!
Towards the end of October I became unwell and virtually unable to function. A few trips to the doctor and blood tests later I was put on some meds which have improved things for me apart from still struggling to stay awake if I stop moving.
So, in this really low time, I've 'gained' an entire support network which I hadn't previously realised I had, as well as making new friends along the way. My thought processing has altered greatly too - theological reflection isn't half as traumatic as it used to be, so that now, I really can use it to good effect.
My biggest concern was how my ill health would affect me regarding the Reader ministry on which I've just embarked, and well - there was no need to worry as it's possibly grown somewhat!
With the help of a fellow conspirator, we even managed to arrange the 'Evangelicaditional' service I've been threatening to do at my very low Anglican home church all year!
Shock, horror - we used candles, icons AND incense, but it's okay, I think we got away with it!
I was asked yesterday whether I had any New Years resolutions and I was totally honest when I answered no, since I know everything that needs to happen in my life simply will.
God is infinitely good!
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